Does scolding helps?

I'm seriously tired! All you do is to scold me. Please luhh! Control your temper can anot ? -.- I had enough. I was once afraid of dying, but now, i'm not. Because I find no reason why i'm going to be afraid. All in th earth i'm living is suffering. I'm tired of all this life. Boring life, lifeless life, how am i going to survive all this days?